Hmmm. What can I say? I am hurt. I am pissed. I am selfish. The sad fact that I wasted so much effort in killing time to something thats not even happening, infuriates me. Or maybe I just expected things soooo high that I calmly waited, almost throwed my peeking instincts, and voila, a simple message of apologies. These infuriates me more. Really! I am tired of all these waiting game. It sucks. It would be best not to be so idealistic so you’ll not get hurt in the process. I am tired of feeling the feeling of selfishness because it boils down to me being a victim, me being apologized for, where in fact I knew all along that this whole thing is just not coming to reality. These whole thing is a crap. And thus centralizing on my emotion of hurt caused by my overwhelming love of thy self which is totally annoying. I don’t want to feed my id with my attention- seeking ( of which being hurt is one) tendencies.
Now I am talking algebra.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know.
So you plant your own garden and
decorate your own soul, instead of waiting
for someone to bring you flowers.
Grant yourself a moment of peace, and you will understand how foolishly you have scurried about. Learn to be silent, and you will notice that you have talked too much. Be kind, and you will realize that your judgment of others was too severe. Hasten slowly, and you will soon arrive.
Dogs have given us their absolute all. We are the center of their universe. We are the focus of their love and faith and trust. They serve us in return for scraps. It is without a doubt the best deal man has ever made. ”
― Roger Caras 》》 i want a dog like this. #dogs #mansbestfriend
That’s the thing about pain, it demands to be felt
John Green (The Fault in our Stars)
The happiest of all lives is a busy solitude.
That simple happiness when you see some light. #lights #friday (at Basilica Minore del Santo Niño)
Its all about taking risks, falling down, falling again, hurting, crying, accepting your mistakes, learning, deciding on choices, smiling, laughing at your craziness and making every memory beautiful. #throwbackthursday #memories