When you love someone, you give them everything, but then they turn out to be a dick, and everything gets chucked back in your face. Then you’re insecure, paranoid, and jealous, and you’re obsessed over that person. It’s one massive head game because you’re like, “Who am I now?” You feel like this shriveled-up Gollum-like creature. And then you hate yourself because you’re trying so hard and it’s just not working. That’s what my album’s about.
Someday, we’ll run into each other again, I know it. Maybe I’ll be older and smarter and just plain better. If that happens, that’s when I’ll deserve you. But now, at this moment, you can’t hook your boat to mine, ‘cause I’m liable to sink us both.
—Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac, Gabrielle Zevin (via franstar)
Bucket List: To see Pope Francis and take a selfie with him
While I was looking through some documents earlier, I saw this paper underneath all the mess, I think I was a good masteral student back then getting these grades. Hahaha. Proud kaayo ko sa akong 1 from one of the strictest professor I know na bisan hangtod run magkurog ghapon ko mu.approach niya. Ayaw na lang imind ang akong pasang.awa na 2 kay ako ng gcurse among prof ana. Hahaha. Waaaa. I miss going to school. #missbeingastudent #proudstudent
I don’t hate rules and regulations. I actually do follow almost all of the times. But sometimes, I question its validity why it needs to be put up or followed. Hahaha
But what I hate is being slapped with it almost all the time. I hate a rigid environment wherein someone keeps telling it to me all the time. I know what I am doing. I actually do it. Just don’t shove it to me cause I definitely know what I am capable of.
So there. I definitely not hate rules and regulations. I just hate being reminded of it always as if I am so stupid to not know any of it.
'Cause I am trying to get a pose I learned from yoga today. ;)
And I had some accident earlier while I was trying to do some headstand (that I have not yet accomplish doing on my own) Lol. I flipped over my yogi. Bwahaha. Sorry yogi, my balance is not that good. I had to practive tree pose for about a month before I was able to stand in one foot. I think I need 3 months for the headstand. Lol.
I have to really strenghten my core and be still and be focused for it. All the times I overthink. And then I lose my focus.
Anyway, seeing a tattoeed man (full sleeve tattooes on both arms) earlier doing yoga made me say to those people who told me that yoga is only for woman, you are definitely wrong guys. It does not make any less of a man to do yoga. Never!
Praying that I can do headstand sooner than the 3 months I set. Lol.
1. Your skin may never be perfect, and that’s okay.
2. Life is too short not to have the underwear, the coffee, and the haircut you want.
3. Everyone (including your family, your coworkers, and your best friend) will talk about you behind your back, and you’ll talk about them too. It doesn’t mean you don’t love each other.
4. It’s okay to spend money on things that make you happy.
5. Sometimes without fault or reason, relationships deteriorate. It will happen when you’re six, it will happen when you’re sixty. That’s life.
Thanks Elizabeth Gilbert for the overwhelming thoughts you have pondered upon me emotionally, mentally, and spiritually.
I got so many issues with myself nowadays and I want to have a calm and still mind. I want equilibrium and balance in my myself. I want to be peaceful. And I need to definitely listen to God now. All my life, I have been asking. All my life, it was always about me. I want to hear and listen to Him, be with Him.
When the tough gets going, pray and meditate. ;)